Forgot How To Cry

Wanna Cry

I woke up early to do household this morning,
And at 10 o’clock, my student came to my apt and taught him English for 2 hours.
Nowadays, I don’t speak much English, so teaching him is a good opportunity for me to speak English.
Poor my student…
After teaching him, I headed to my office by my car.
Now I got a parking spot at my apt, and I am now allowed to drive to my office, so it is easier for me to go to office.
Anyway, I had to go to office because I was not ready for a convention from next Monday.
Lately I go to every holidays.
Although I go to work on weekends, my work has never got done…

I had an appointment for hair salon today at 5:45.
My hair got messed up, so before the convention, I wanted to get my hair cut done.
However, I could not finish my work on time, and I was driving back really fast to get there on time.
I was late.
When I was driving, I wanted to cry,
Because I felt miserable when I think how many times I have sacrificed my private life for my work lately.
Also I was sad to think about a guy who now hates me.
I was thinking how I can get along with him while I was driving.
I have gotten along well with all workers, but since I moved to other department, I have had someone who became hating me.
He does not like a crazy girl who came to a different island (department) because we have a different way to achieve our project.

When I was thinking lots of things, I was about to cry, but couldn’t.
I have not cried for a while recently.
I used to dry a lot about many things, but it seems like now I forgot how to cry.
Am I too tired? Too dry? Or Am I getting strong??

Leaning About Importing and Teaching Hula Dance

Hula Girls

Today, a guest from last night came to our office.
I was too busy, so I just greeted them and went back to my desk.
I had a couple appointments with designer for the convention we are going to exhibit out products.
Soon after the appointment, I left my office to see a man.
He is a son of he owner of a distributor in Japan, who does import organic stuff.
He knows a lot about importing organic stuff, so I went to see him to learn for the first time.
It was interesting because I learned lots of stuff which I had not known at all.
It seems like it would be difficult to import stuff by myself, but I have to ask a couple more people to know the fact.
This picture is what I ate after the appointment, by the way.

Later, I went back my office and tried to clean up what I had to do.
However, I could not.
I did a few meeting with girls who works for me about their project.
And at 4, we held a big meeting with all people who will help us for the coming convention.
At 5, I had a meeting with Board of Directors of our company.
At 6, I had another meeting for our department/
And from ‘ o’clock, I started teaching Hula dance to girls/
We are going to dance Hula at a party in Hawaii the end of this month.
My dream is to be a Hula teacher when I turn to 70, but my dream has already came true.
Well, I wasn’t good enough, of course.
Teaching dance was very difficult.
Moreover, it is impossible mission to make all girls dance well by teaching only one day for two hours.
We’ll see how it goes at the party…