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Lazy and Goofy
Somehow, I was so depressed today.
I woke up and did not feel like doing anything.
So I decided to stay in a bed, and whenever I got hungry, I ate popcorn and chocolates.
I got my computer in my bed, and surf the Internet.
What an awful way to spend my holiday!
I know it is not good to spend my holiday like a sick person, but I had zero energy.
I talked with my trusty friend, Masaru on a phone for more than an hour.
He is a guy whom I can talk all about me, and he is a good listener.
We talked a lot about our lives, and after I talked with him, I could not stop thinking about my life.
This is why I don’t like to have a lazy and goofy day off.
I got totally depressed.
I sometimes feel that I am crushed by worries and pressures.
Does everyone feel like how I feel?
I should not have spent my day off by myself…
If I keep running and if I don’t have time to think about my life, I did not have to get depressed.
But today, I was physically so tired, and made me realize that I am luck of my confidence about what I am doing.
Although I kept eating like that I can be a super-size woman easily, I got hungry at night.
I drove to my sister’s apt again tonight, and asked her to feed me.
I ate dinner, took a nap, took a bath and came home.
Okay, now I stop being so weak.
My new week will start tomorrow!
I can do it, I can do it, I can do it!!
Happy Valentine's Day!
Look how many chocolates I bought.
I did not get any roses this year…
In Japan, girls don’t get anything on Valentine’s day, but get something back on March 14th from men whom I gave chocolates.
Unfortunately, I would not be in Japan on White Day, March 14th.
But it is all right, because I was happy enough to see everyone’s happy face when I gave them.
I woke up at 4AM this morning by shouting.
I had such a bad dream about work, I got really scared while I was dreaming, so I was glad to know that it was just a dream…
I guess I am so tired, so when I was on the airplane this morning when I was going back to Osaka, I passed out.
I went back to office and worked on so many things.
Too bad that I did not have time to open all e-mails.
Nowadays, when I don’t check e-mail a day, I got tons on the next day.
I had a business dinner tonight in Tokyo.
I have to take care of very important person for my project now.
So I took them to very expensive Geisha place.
You can’t play with Geisha that often.
Actually this is the second time for me, but I had to pretend that I am used to play with Geisha since all other people never had played with them.
Geisha and Maiko play games with each of us.
This is me learning how to play a game.
I look happy, but I really did not want to, felt ashamed.
However, this is part of a job as a Japanese business woman, you know.
I drunk sooooo much, and I was tired to concentrate on taking care of them.
I want to give perfect score to myself about today’s business dinner.
All men went to nasty bar afterwards, so I came back to Osaka by train by myself.
I feel lucky to be born as a woman because I can go home earlier than men because men usually want me to go when they go to nasty place.
Still I came back home at 10:30 PM.
Well, I can’t imagine till what time all the men play and drink.
They will come to our company early tomorrow morning, though.
Men are tough…
White Tea
I went straight to Kyoto for work from my apt this morning.
Junior high kids were on a train for a field trip and they were sooooo noisy on a train.
All got so excited and I was not in a good mood since it was early in the morning and I was sleepy.
I glanced them and some boys said, "Look! The lady sitting next to you is upset!!" in loud.
I remember the days that I was excited with my friends on a train when I was much younger.
I felt myself being really old...
I might became regular boring business person...
The company I visited today gave me some of their products, which I really love.
Look all these white tea skin care stuffs on the above.
They are really good stuff!
Once my friend came to stay at my apt, he put his perfume before he goes to bed.
I felt weird about it a bit, but I tried that myself when I went to bed the other day.
Now I can't stop doing it.
I looooove good smell.
I have my aroma next to me when I am working on a computer.
I always use white tea hand cream at work.
Somehow, I feel comfortable by smelling good scent.
I went to Spanish style bar tonight.
It was on TV the other day, and my dad wanted to go there.
We had lots of Spanish dishes, sparkling wine, and red wine.
Actually they were not that good, so we left the restaurant soon,
We wanted to have desert so we went to my favorite cake store and bought a whole chocolate cake.
We brought it to a bar which my dad always goes, and we shared the cake.
I had two topics I wanted to talk with my Dad, and I could.
Somehow I get nervous eating out with my dad one on one.
Having lunch is better, cuz it gets like "lunch meeting" and can talk about work as much as I want.
However, at dinner, I felt bad to talk about serious stuff cuz I care that he must be tired.
Weird dad and daughter.
Since when we became to have this kind of relationship...?
He told me to go to Shanghai for work on the way back on a cab.
Should I go? Well, maybe not...
