Lazy Lazy Day

In My Dream

I had such a lazy day today.
I slept in which is my favorite thing to do.
In the afternoon, I finally decided to take a shower and left to massage place.
it felt really really good so I went home and decided to spent the rest of my day in my bed.

Somehow since last night, whenever I sleep, I had dreams about my ex-boyfriend.
It did not mean that I miss him, but maybe because I saw his wedding picture at our common friend's house the other day.

These dream made me think of him.
He was my first love when I was 13 years old.
When I saw the pictures, I did not get jealous but felt weired that I was not next to him.
We had been frends since I felt in love with him, and we started dating when I was 18 for four years.
We were such a cute couple, always fooled around and did lots of things together.
At the same time, he controled me so I did not have my own life by myself.
I did not have any other experience besides him, and moreover, I was really young at that time.
At the end, I thought he was the most annoying person because he bossed me around.
I was pretty bad at the end and our break-up was pretty mess.

After we broke up and after each of us got a new boyfriend/girlfriend, I realized that he loved me so much, so we cheated on each other's pertner.
But we did not get back together.
And after a couple years I left to the US, but we still kept in touch.
And during my stay in the US, he gave me a chance saying that he would wait for me till I go back.
I was thinking about it a bit but I got another boyfriend, which made him very upset.
I might thought he would love me forever whatever I do, but nothing lasts forever.
He finally gave up on me and now he got married with the girl he dated after me.
I think he made the right decision though.

I wonder if I can find a guy who would love me like he did to me in my life.
If I find one, I promise that I would not feel annoying about him!!
I really miss the days we had fun together.
When you are young, you can do anything, so when you are in a relationship, you can get excited more than we can do now.

Humm, I don't know, but I just felt like writing about my old boyfriend today.

Gym & Curry

Gym For Hawaii

Last night, it was hard for me to sleep because I was thinking a lot.
I talked with my first boyfriend on the phone before I go to bed and found out he is getting married this coming Saturday.
I was truly happy for him, but at the same time I got a little sad.
I knew he is going to get married this February but did not know it would be this soon.
We were going to go out to drink for the last time before he gets married, but it did not happen since he lives in Tokyo and I did not have business trip lately.
Of course I am not in love with him now, but 11 years ago, we were such a happy loving couple.
The fact that he is going to get married did not make me sad, but I was sad because we can’t see each other in person anymore forever.
Weird feeling.

I went to gym today as I wrote last night.
We had a long meeting, so we only could take Pilates class but no other stuff.
I weight myself at the gym, and I figured that I gained weight.
Therefore, I was like, “What a heck! I am going to eat before I go home”
After the Pilates class, we stopped by at a local Indian restaurant and had curry.
Bad…
The long meeting was a meeting for coming Hawaii trip after work.
People from a tour company came to give us an orientation how to travel in the US.
Yes, all of us at our company are going to go to Hawaii next month.
I was not excited about it, but now I am quite excited because I can’t wait to be somewhere hot!
I am looking forward to hanging out on a beach in Hawaii under sun.
At the meeting, everyone looked soo happy.
This is why we are trying to lose weight, Hawaii trip.
I have to be skinny enough to wear bikinis before everyone.
Well, maybe it would be much easier to give up on it than to try to lose weight…

Got A Glasses

Love Glasses

Today was the second day of my winter vacation.
Since yesterday, I have been cleaning my apt, even now.
Today I am gathering lots of paper stuff, but never end...

I am crazy about shopping lately, so I went shopping today again.
I had to go to pick up my glasses which I bought yesterday.
I have been to this store since I was 18.
I might have written about this before, but this is the store introduced by my first fashionable boy friend.
He lived next building from this glasses store, which was on many magazines.
Since then, I go this store quite often.
My new glasses cost $400, but I really liked it.
The do not look good in this picture, but they are cute.
After that, I was driving to a coupe stores to get ready for everything to wear on New Year’s Day, and a coupe more cleaning materials.

I stopped by to my parents' house and stayed there for an hour and left for my apt to continue cleaning.
When I gathered my paper stuff, letters, and photos, I tried really hard not to look at them too much.
Once I started looking them closer, it would take forever to clean them.
The picture above are the glasses which I am hoping to get the next time.
Orange glasses!!
While I was waiting at the store, I called my first boyfriend who is going to get married soon.
He laughed hard at me that I still go to the store.
When I was 18 years old, I bought him a pair of the glasses at the store for his birthday.
At that time, although we did not have much money, we bought such an expensive stuff each other.
Long time ago, but there are lots of cute memories.
He is still one of my best friend, so too sad that I can't attend his wedding party.
Wierd Japanese culture that we can't inveite any different sex friends to our wedding.
Well, maybe his finace would not be too happy about it, so it kinda make sense, though.

Tomorrow will be the last day of year 2007.
Time goes too fast.
Gotta hurry up to clean my apt.