I Want To Leave Office

I Don't Live In My Office

Not much to write today.
I just worked.
We are going to renew our products which is for human beings and dogs to eat together.
That's why it is hard for us to leave office ealry lately.
I was going to go to Gold Gym, but could not as usual.
Should I quit the membership of that gym cuz I don't go much.

Anyways, I was a little frustrated today.
My boss was really worried about me cuz I looked really frustrated.
Don't know why, but I feel that I have too much to do.
I should not complain, I know.
I gotta get going.
I will go to gym for sure tomorrow!!

So I lieten to music which always give me power.
Mongol 800!!
I love the band!

Felt Guilty

How Cold I Am...

I had a date today.
I was so excited about it and looked forward it.
The place he took me was really cool and I loved it.
Although my stomach was pretty rough and could not eat much, I thought they are very delicious.
We had a good time till the end of the dinner.

He is a shy guy, I think, but pretty aggressive to me.
We are not even in a relationship, but he talked about the future of us together a lot.
I felt weird and uncomfortable about it.
He kept telling me what he expects me and what he can do to me.
As I wrote last night, he is sweet, but a little too much for me as the beginning.

He had a couple problems.
He confess about them to me, like everything,
I appreciate that he tried to be honest with me and not to hide anything, but I got scared.
After the dinner we went to have a cup of coffee and talked more, but at that time, I did not feel like talking much.
I felt that “he was not the one”.
I know it is too quick to get the answer, but he wasn’t.

After I got home, I read his blog he mentioned.
And I felt guilty...
He is such a good guy.
I should not have been judgmental like this from what he had told me today.
I should have been nice to him till the end…
Since when did I become a cold person like this…
I hate myself a bit tonight.

1st Day of Work in 2009

Still Having Stomachache

This picture is random but a fan I found at our factory.
Pretty old but I love this color Orange!!
Color orenge make me happy, always!

Today was my first day of work in year 2009.
I know there would be a celemony, but I was not sure what time it would be.
But I knew that I overslept this morning.
So tied my hair up and took my make-up stuff in my car and put my make-up on in my car.
Oh thank god, I was just on time!!
It was so nice to see all the familiar faces.
I worked a lot and attended lots of meetings today like I did not have any vacation.
I felt good today, but I am not sure how long this feeling would last...

I keep in touch with the guy from the other night, and I will go on a date tomorrow.
Because I said that I still have a bad stomachache from lots of food from New Year's, he said he would take me a place which will release my stomachache.
He is such a sweet guy and texts me a lot in a day.
I love getting texts, but I have already felt tired of replying to all of them.
Not a bad meaning but I am just not used to.
Maybe because I have not felt comfortable yet...

Anyway, I went to a nail salon tonight after work.
I wanted to go the end of last year, but could not make an appointment.
I still have short nails for work, but decided to care them again in clean way.

Uhhhh, I have bad stomachahe now too.
Believe or not, last couple of days I only eat one meal.
I love eating but now eating makes me vomitting...
Oy...

Last Day In My Bed

Not Ready For Working

I had a headache and stomachache today.
Ah how foolish I was to drink that much…
I gotta think about my age, I know…

I woke up pretty early although I stayed up late last night, but of course I did not get out from my bed till late afternoon.
Now I love watching Ally McBeal.
So I am in a bed with surfing intenet and watching American dramas.

Since my grandma is at my parents’ house till tomorrow, I went to my parents’ to have dinner together.
We had good time.

Now I have already chosen what to wear tomorrow.
I just need to get ready for tomorrow in my mind.
Well I have definitely not been ready yet.

Is He The One?

A Man In 2009

I woke up at my sis’s and had breakfast there and watched another “The OC”
I love staying at my sister’s apt.
Her house is very nice to stay, very comfortable.

This is how I look today.
I went to see my friend Shinsuke with Iwasaki-san, who is like my sister.
Shinsuke invited me for dinner to introduce his friend.
We supposed to meet twice last year, but we could not make it both and finally got to see each other.
He used to be a famous American football player and played in the US for three years too.
Now he is a coach for a football team.
He was half Japanese and looked really cute and such a nice guy.
We had such a fun time, so after dinner we all went to my bar, and went to Karaoke till 4 in the morning.
I know that I am not that young to stay up this late, but I did…
I got drunk, had a headache and am sleepy pretty bad.
At the end, he asked me for a date.
I am not sure how much similarities we have, but we’ll see.
Is he the guy??
Well…

Still Eating

2nd day in 2009.

Still haven’t decided my own goal in 2009.
I went to shopping with my sister in Kyoto and we all came back to Osaka this evening.
And Voila.
This is what we had dinner tonight.
It is not Japanese traditional new year dishes, but still a lot of good stuff.
Ah, I can’t eat, no, I don’t wanna eat anymore.

I went to my sister’s afterwards, and I stayed over at her apartment.
I watched American drama, “The OC” till in the morning.
How come I can’t stop watching videos once I started?

A Happy New Year!!

Hello New Year

I appreciate lots of people who support me.
Thank to everyone who support me, I could get this new year 2009.
We traditionally wear kimono and we have a little family serious new year party in the morning on January 1st.
However we decided not to wear kimonos.
It is kinda sad, but it was also hassle to wear them only for a couple of hours.
We had our morning ceremony with our grandma’s maid who is 96 years old.
He hardly hear us now…

After that we went to see our grandma who is in a nursing home.
She can’t understand anything, but at least she opened her eyes and saw us.
After the visit, we went to shrine as every year, and also went to our office to pray.
Then, we drove down to Kyoto to celebrate with my other grandma.
She could come to Osaka to celebrate with us but she cared about out dead grandpa and wanted us to come to Kyoto.
Now she is thinking to move to Osaka and live close to us.
She seems like she was pretty excited about it,

We just kept eating and eating.
I love Osechi, Japanese New Year’s traditional dishes.
Guess how many items we had at the dinner table?
60, sixty!!!
This is the day I feel lucky myself to be born as Japanese.

Woff, I ate too much…