My Girls

Girls' Night

Good thing and bad thing happened today.
I took an operation today.
It was a laser operation for depilation for my important part.
I felt a sense of humiliation while I was taking this operation.
More than that, I could not understand why I had to be taken pictures of my important part of my body.
It was hurt, damn hurt!!!
I don’t want to take the operation anymore…
I felt really bad afterwards…

I went to buy some more lingerie today and made me feel better.
Today I took my girls out to an Italian French restaurant, which is close to m apt.
I tried to go there once before soon after I moved, but they only take an reservation guests.
It was a nice restaurant and they also sell flowers so I bought a bouquet for my apt.
These are girls whom I have being taking care of.
Two of them are my colleagues at my old work place.
One used to be my student and now she is working as my assistant at my work place.
We talked a lot and had such a good time.

After we ate, all of them came over to my apt to hang out.
I showed off all my lingerie which I bought recently.
It is fun to have a night for girl's talk.
Now we live in a different field, but we have lots of similarities.
Nice to have good company around me.
I will definately have a good week from tomorrow.

Can't take a bath tonight because of my stupid operation...
I will feel cold tonight...

What Is Love?

What I was Thinking While I was Shopping

Today I am going out from late at night, so I decided to write before I leave.
I slept in this morning, and I went to downtown from this evening.
I had an appointment, but after the appointment, I did some shopping.
As I am going to outlet mal tomorrow, I should not waste my money, but I would say that I practiced for tomorrow…
At the department store, I was going to buy an umbrella to be happy on a rainy day, eye cream not to get any winkles on my eyes and computer case.
When I was on an escalator, I saw a lingerie area.
They were all cute, so I could not help buying them.
Lately, what I care to buy is lingerie, shoes, and skincare.
They are all what I did not care much before, but lately, when I wear cute lingerie, put a nice pair of shoes on, and my skin is on a good condition, I feel really good!

Today, I was thinking about “ love” a bit.
I think I am scared of being with one certain person now.
The reason why I was thinking about such a thing is because of what my favorite artisan told me the other day.
We did a small chat, and he suddenly told me, “You should get married”
I was like, “Huh??”.
After a while, I was thinking, “Did he tell me that because he saw my limit in a business field? So he thought my only other way to survive was marriage??”
I know I am a little bit pessimistic.
I would get married anytime, but now it is not the right time to think about it.
This is what I was thinking while I was shopping today.
Now I clean my apt and have to get ready to go.