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No Exercise But Junk Food
I left my office early enough to go to Hula lesson today.
When I got there, the floor was no lights on.
I did not know that we did not have lesson today since I was absent from the last two lessons this month.
I called my Hula mates, and she said she sent text to me...
I did not realized.
Damn it...
So I went home early to do something for myself.
I was kinda hungry.
In a car, I was thinking if I should get rice balls from a convenience store or get junk food from Mac Donald's.
Since I am lazy, I decided to do drive through, so that I did not have to get out from a car and walk.
It was funny that nobody said anything at the place I suppose to order for drive through.
So I decided to drive down to the window, where I suppose to get my food, and ordered there and waited in a car.
I wonder why they did not realize my car for 3 minutes while I was waiting.
Anyway I got fried chicken and french fries so that I did not have to wait that long.
Ah, I should cook, but there are only chocolates and beer in my refrigerator now...
Felt guilty so I was thinking to do something at home to burn calories.
However, I think I am going to bed now, although it is only 9 PM now.
I can sleep a lot lately.
What a lazy life.
New Week Has Come
I was mentally dead yesterday.
But I was so happy that I was not dead this morning.
I woke up normally and put make-up on and left to work and get day at 8.
It is interesting that people can have a new fresh day no matter how you depressed on the last day.
This is how human beings are.
One of projects which I am working on is importing Organic.
This Quesadilla was not that bad.
I have to figure out what to import from the US till the end of this month.
Ah, I can’t believe that March is almost done.
I got so many e-mails and phone calls for appointments in April lately.
I am freaking out that a page of my schedule book for April has already been black, black and black.
It was kinda warm in Osaka today.
Spring will come soon.
It means that I will see cherry blossoms quite soon.
Can’t wait to see them!
Lazy and Goofy
Somehow, I was so depressed today.
I woke up and did not feel like doing anything.
So I decided to stay in a bed, and whenever I got hungry, I ate popcorn and chocolates.
I got my computer in my bed, and surf the Internet.
What an awful way to spend my holiday!
I know it is not good to spend my holiday like a sick person, but I had zero energy.
I talked with my trusty friend, Masaru on a phone for more than an hour.
He is a guy whom I can talk all about me, and he is a good listener.
We talked a lot about our lives, and after I talked with him, I could not stop thinking about my life.
This is why I don’t like to have a lazy and goofy day off.
I got totally depressed.
I sometimes feel that I am crushed by worries and pressures.
Does everyone feel like how I feel?
I should not have spent my day off by myself…
If I keep running and if I don’t have time to think about my life, I did not have to get depressed.
But today, I was physically so tired, and made me realize that I am luck of my confidence about what I am doing.
Although I kept eating like that I can be a super-size woman easily, I got hungry at night.
I drove to my sister’s apt again tonight, and asked her to feed me.
I ate dinner, took a nap, took a bath and came home.
Okay, now I stop being so weak.
My new week will start tomorrow!
I can do it, I can do it, I can do it!!
Stupid Of Me
Because of a jetlag, I went to bed right after I came back home last night.
All the lights were on, and I slept from 10PM to 5AM this morning.
Yes, I could not go back to sleep since 5 in this morning.
I was lying on a bed and watched TV for a while and tried to sleep.
But couldn’t, so I did my laundry and cleaned my room a bit.
I ate popcorns which I got from the US for breakfast.
In this afternoon, I went to my office to get some work done.
After I finished writing my report about my business trip, I got tired and left although I had more work to do.
BTW, this is my desk now.
How messy it is…
This will be my new desk from next month.
I will get promoted from next month, but will get smaller space!
That does not make sense!!
But that is because my boss will come to my office and will take my desk.
Dang it!!
I don’t want him to come back to my office space!!!! Oh, well.
Anyway, after I left office, I went to my sister’s apt to have dinner with her.
We had not have enough time to spend together, so I was happy that I could go to her place today.
She cooked so many kinds of salad for me.
They were all good!
We had movie night tonight.
We kept watching American dramas from 4:30PM to midnight, nonstop.
We watched them even when we were having dinner.
I was so stupid that I did that.
We were so sleepy and tired, but we could not stop watching them till we finish watching them till we see the end of the series.
On the way back from her apt to my apt, I kinda regret that I stay at her pace too late.
I was about to sleep and drive…
I was up since 5 in this morning.
Well, I should go to bed now and sleep in tomorrow…
No Rest
I got back from the US last night.
Because of a jetlag, I woke up at 5 in this morning.
I went to work with tons of stuff from the US.
I was the first person at office in this morning.
From the morning, I had a meeting with my boss and gave him reports about my business trip in LA and in SF.
He went like, “So?”
I guess the info I got was not enough for my boss.
He had no sympathy for me about my hard schedule of a-week-Tokyo- business trip and a-week-America-business trip.
Guys, I love being in the US, and to be honest, I enjoy staying in the US.
However, work is work.
Don’t think that America business trip is nothing for me!
Today, I was told to go to the US again next month for butter.
I don’t know how I can go through the immigration this time…
All my assistants loved the stuff I got from the US.
I got lots of reports from them, and I was happy to see them working hard.
I had so many kinds of meeting with many people today, and I left office at 9PM.
I was so sleepy since this afternoon and because of that, I felt really cold at work.
No food at my apt, so I grabbed rice balls from a convenience store.
I can’t believe that I was in the US yesterday.
Welcome back to my real world…
Recovering
I had such a bad night last nicht, but I got recovered.
Because I have no time to feel down.
I woke up and went to spa before long trips and did laundry and cleaned my room, and did some work.
I took a night flight from Osaka to Tokyo at 7PM.
I had an appointment with a business related person.
I got surprised that she tried to make an appointment with me on Sunday night at 9PM.
We had a short meeting for a convention with a glass of beer.
She is kinda funny lady who does food coordinating, which sounded like an interesting job.
I took a train to this hotel at midnight.
This is a hotel I am going to stay tonight.
Tomorrow will be a preparation day for a convention, which is the biggest food convention in Asia.
I am excited, but I am nervous.
It will be fun though.
I think I should go to bed now…
Ahhhh, I miss my bed.
I Remembered How To Cry
I had a meeting today on Saturday, which we have once a month.
At this meeting, R&D department have to do a presentation about some projects.
I helped my assistant to prepare for a few weeks.
Also we have to show some products we are trying to sell after lunch.
I talked with my boss and tell that to my assistants to bring them to the room.
Anyway, the meeting was 8 hours long which was shorter than usual.
I went to my parent’s house to talk about something about work with my dad.
And I went back to my apt to clean up this messy room and to pack my suitcase for Tokyo business trip and America business trip.
I checked my e-mail just now.
I got e-mail from my partner at work.
After reading the e-mail, I was so disappointed with myself and him.
I thought I forgot how to cry, but it seems like I remembered.
E-mail is sometimes cruel.
I hate writing something you can’t say face to face.
I think it is not fare to say something you feel difficult to say by e-mail.
He is such a nice guy who supports me so much, but the e-mail was complains about me.
I was so disappointed with me about making him feel like writing such a negative e-mail.
I trusted him so much, so I was sad to read his e-mail saying that I am not working hard enough.
I don’t know how I can do better than now.
I don’t know how many more hours I can work than now.
I don’t know how I can care about everyone more than now.
I thought I did my best, but I am disappointed that he disagrees.
He resigned his position so I moved to his department and will be his boss from April.
So before April, I have to learn everything from him what he had done at the department.
However, because of preparation for the convention coming up tomorrow, I did not have enough time to talk with him.
I don’t have confidence to be his boss…
To be pleased by everyone is such a hard work.
What do I want?
I think I don’t care who hates me now.
I think I just need to get a good result, so that everyone will follow me.
So yeah, maybe I should work now.
Okay now, what else do I have to sacrifice for this job??
