What Am I Gonna Do?

Gotta Make A Decision

My sis got home late last night so I ended up not to go to her apt last night.
I went to bed early instead.
So I went to my sis’s today for lunch.
This is what she cooked for my lunch.

After I hung out with my sis, I went to have dinner with my old student.
He just started working from last April, and felt weird to see him in suit.
So nice to get a phone call from students I used to teach like this.
We had Monjya Yaki and went to bar as always.
Lately, I think I am addicted to drink, not alcoholic though,
I enjoy drinking.

Today I got e-mail from the company.
Yes, I got the job.
Now I am nervous.
Should I really take this opportunity??
I just can’t see myself being in that company for good, but this would be a great opportunity for my future career.
I still have not talked with my dad, and when I think about it, I get stomachache.
I will get some advice whom I trust and will think about it for a while…
I won’t rely on fortune teller this time!!

Feeling Blue

Had a Bad Day

*Song which made me feel better since I was teenager.

It was not a good day since it started.
Yeah, it happens sometime.
Things don't go like how I want...

I don't understand why I am the one who always have to decide what to do.
I hate it.
They should know how hard to make decisions all the time.
I feel kinda lonlely today and I feel empty somehow.
So listening this music made me feel better.

There was one good thing, though.
I got an appointment for an interview to get a new job.
It seems like my resume passed the first step!
Very excited to e interviewed since it's been a while since the last time I was interviewed for job hunting.
I have to see if I can get enough salary and get a job I really want at the company.
We'll see.
The interview will be on December 3rd.
Excited.

Tired.
Need to sleep.
I will go to Tokyo on business for a night from tomorrow.
It will be a good day tomorrow, I hope.